'Round The Barrel: Friendses

Today I realized how thankful I am for the days/hours/moments I get alone.

Today I realized that I'm actually thankful for being single. I'm content being spared of numerous failed relationships and instead, waiting to meet the one guy that I can't imagine my life without. And that there are, in fact, wonderful guys out there I'm attracted to. However, I don't need another person to complete me. In fact, with my current situation, I am probably able to accomplish more and make a greater positive difference in the world if I am not tied to another person. I'm ready to do the best I can now, alone, rather than wait until I have a boyfriend for my life to begin.

TIR ... nothing in particular. Happy Holidays everyone!

TIR
After spending two hours helping my brother shop for a Christmas present for his girlfriend, who I have never met and thus have no idea what her style is, I realized that boys pay absolutely no attention to what girls wear.

Tonight I Realized
that I shouldn't burn bridges.

Today I Realized..
After five years of being in love with you...I'm finally getting over you.
But today I realize...you have feelings for me. Especially after your spaz attack of me spending Christmas with my family and not on the computer with you.
Sorry..I think it's a little too late.

Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Skillet- Comatose

Today I realized...
... that going out in the cold doesn't really bother me that much this year. Which is pretty awesome to be honest.

Today I Realized..

One action. One positive action...does have a huge impact on anyone's life. I am determined to bring this impact to whomever I can.

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Hopeless- Breaking Benjamin

today I realized
that I miss being motivated.

that I should really study more often.

and

that I love her.

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: soul meets body

Today I realized...
that you just can't let life mold you. You need to take an ACTIVE part in life and in living.

today i realized
that crying is better than nothing at all.

I can't hide under the covers forever. I hold my life too precious for my own good.
If I could just let go a bit..I'm already so appreciative of everything simple and wonderful but I often trip up.
xx

Current Music: Blink 182

Today I Realized...
Kelly says:
you have so many people believing in you and yet you let your whole being be decided by someone who is a different person each day

How true this is.

Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Skillet- Awake And Alive

today i realized . . .
Reputations mean nothing. Give yourself the chance to get to know someone on your own.

People can surprise you. The misunderstood ones can be the sweet ones.

He's a different person with me. It's sweet.

I might like him. Maybe. A teensy bit.

I would like to see him at least once more before break...

Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: Seventeen Ain't So Sweet - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Today I Realised
I used to get Patrick Swayze and David Hasselhof mixed up.

TIR...
...that sometimes, all anyone needs is a good hug. Maybe even from someone they don't know that well.

Current Music: Prayer of the Refugee - Rise Against

today i realized . . .
I don't trust my own mind.

As a writer, I feel like I romanticize everything in my head. It makes for a better story that way.

But this is reality. How do I know that I'm interpreting anything right at all?

Are things really happening the way they are, or am I thinking they are. Just because it'd make for a better story...?

Current Mood: confused

Revelation
I looked in the mirror this morning, and I think I saw a glimpse of what everyone else sees when they look at me. In that moment, I saw the truth in all the compliments that so many wonderful people in my life have given me, the compliments that I normally mentally shrug off because I don't believe they're *really* true. Today is going to be a good day.

today i realized
how much i miss playing violin.

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